Just-kill-me

The one you truly hate

31 Watchers101 Deviations

19.7K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

The fine line of you and me by Just-kill-me, literature

Rose in the cold by Just-kill-me, literature

The emo and the barber by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

The emo and the barber

The emo and the barber. The emo thinks. The barber cuts. Both insane in the world of lust. The emo thinks he is a cool looking nerd. The barber thinks hes just a greasy perv. The two watch eachother a moment or two. Just to find confusion and empty words. The emo says a polite word and such. The barber smiles and thinks what she should cut. The emo fears hes gonna loose an ear. Cause all his blabbing is making the barber tremble in fear. Such is the way as things go. With these two strange characters at play. The emo and the barber.

Two sides of love by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Two sides of love

I respected you. Kill me. I adored you. Kill me. I worshipped you. Kill me. I loved you. Please oh please kill me. My love. I feared you. Kill me. I despised you. Kill me. I loathed you. Kill me. I hated you. Please oh please kill me. My love.

Cry of the bitch by Just-kill-me, literature

Always empty by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Always empty

Empty. How can anything be this empty. Like this heart that seems to beat for the body to live. But not for the soul. The body is healthy and full of lifes energy. But the soul is raped and empty. The body lets people near it. The soul newer lets them close. Cause the soul knows that no one cant accept it as the way it is. Can a human be so raped and twisted. So hurted that it has made his entire form sick. That no matter how many times he hears the word called love. No matter how many good people he has around him. No matter how good his life is now. Deeb inside. He has a voice of doubt. That says these words. No one loves.

Empty space by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Empty space

It feels strange. To miss someone how i hawent thought about a long time. Someone how has been lost to the consuming touch of time. I dont show any emotion with my face. Nor my voice. No one shall see it. But still. I have a empty space in my soul. And im my heart. I miss you. I miss you somethimes that it hurts. I miss a loving father. You might have newer spoken much. And you didint ask much the basic guestion. How are you doing son? But we went everywhere. You took me to see places all over the world. I did my own things. But still you wanted to come with me. Just to be with me. And keep me safe. You must have been bored out of your mind.

A life by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

A life

Who am i? Who am i deeb inside you might ask? A guestion which i probably dont know how to answer. But ill try to explain for once. My name is Antti Kalevi Kinnunen. Kalevi is my middle name which i newer use offcourse (cause in Finland every middle name sounds like totally idiotic) I was born at the so called great year of 85. In the middle of the a golden age of the eighties. Every one loved it then. And everybody hates it now. Anyway. I was born at the city of Lahti. Before me there was my big bro and sis. And both of em are atleast 15 years older than i am. So maybe i was an "oooops!" case. But probably dosent matter. My dad was allready

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

Fame and glory by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Fame and glory

A man is standing on a ledge of a building. He watches the streets of the city. The people how walk those streets they see him but dont see his pain. People gasp as they see him near of death. People think that this man is under just huge stress and think that it would go away if the man would give him some time. The man knows better. The man knows that he would never achive greatness. He couldn't be rich. He couldn't be famous. When he dies theres one to remember him. The man knows deep inside in him that it would be uselous to go on this pointless road. He steps off the ledge. He feels the wind hugging him. He feels l

Out of time by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Out of time

A shoping mall. Where families are buying their groseries. Teenagers hanging out. Old folks drinking tee in the coffee shop. People doing the same things what they do every normal Friday. Its a rutine to them. That rutine is going to be stobed by a clock. A ticking clock. A clock that will open the very gates of hell. Its ticking away like the peoples lifes. Finally it reaches zero. It breaks loose the fires of hell. People fly by the pressure wawe. People die on the pieces of glass and metal that are blown away. No one is spared. Children,mothers,fathers,grandfathers and granmothers are swept away by a thing that d

Evil itself by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Evil itself

I sit in my room. Im sitting im my dark empty room. Only me, my sofa and my tv. I just sit there in the dark. Watching the empty screen and thinking. Thinking why life is just huge pile of shit on my hand. I think what happened today. Memories keep pouring in to my mind. Memories like that i was made a fool once again in the hell hole that is called school. Once again because of others i must suffer because im little different than others. Is it that if you are didderent than the masses your life must be made a living hell? I stand up. I look out of the window. The sun in shining. Its a beautiful hot summer day. But not whor me. I only see da

Funny as hell by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Funny as hell

An explosion. A buss full of people flyes in to the air and bursts into flames. This happens directly at town center. Windows of the near buildings shatter by the blast. People fall over to the street. Nearby cars are pushed by the huge power of the flames. The bus comes down. Smashing into the ground. Every living thing on that vehicle is gone. Perished to ashes. People run in a panic on the streets. Fire engines rush to the scene to save those how can be saved. Everyone are looking this horrible event fear in their hearts. Except one. One of them how cannot be seen in mortal eyes is standing next to the fire ball

Mothers love by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Mothers love

The moon rises. Darkness crawls in to the sky and ground covering all. Only light that can be seen is the moon light. It calls the children of the night. One of them answers. She howls to the moon. The moon answers back shining even brighter. The howling figure is standing on a mountain cliff. She is wearing a silky white cloak decorated with gold chains. Her furry tail swinging in excitement. She looks around the familiar landscape. Bringing many pleasant memories. She takes her hood off revealing her beautiful face. But her face isn´t human. She is a Nichtala. A race that are the next evolution of foxes. The

Dream to insanity by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Dream to insanity

A blinding light. Where ever I looked it folloed me. I couldn´t close my eyes from it. And then it happened. I was born. I felt myself falling down from the heavens. I kept falling. It felt like eternity. Finally I was at my destination. In a Little small wooden village. I lifted myself up. I was standing next to a huge wooden castle with huge wooden doors. I was confused what had happened. I looked to see some living things in this village. But i saw no one. But then the castles doors opened. Little men and women came out. They fell on their knees and started to worship me. They said that their god had m

Hunters night by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Hunters night

Midnight The stars shine on a clear sky on top the city of Los Angeles. Many peoples hard working day is over. And now they are sleeping in their comfy beds. But some people dont sleep. These people are now drinking, partying, and raving in the night. There are hookers and thieves how are working under the cover of darkness. Police men searching them in this concrete jungle. These people feel more alive in the night. But these humans arent the only ones how are enjoying in the darkness. Rats and bats come out to hunt theyr prey. But they arent the only ones hunting tonight. Not far from the city theres a church. From its roof

Dance of emotions by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Dance of emotions

Hatred burns me. It controls me. It consumes me. I am a servant of hatred. I serve it with bride. It gives me strength to fight my enemies. Others hate me because of this hatred. And I hate them back twice as much. And that gives me a reason to hate myself. Hatred is my only friend when im alone. It is also my worst enemy. It will eventually destroy me. But alas i dont care. It is my only god. I will worship it to the end. What will this path that I have chosen bring me. Pain. Absolute pain. But I will walk this painful path until i collapse. I must feed it if i want to remain on that path. And so I sha

Shattered life by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Shattered life

I feel warmn. I feel that im sitting in a warmn room on my knees I open my eyes. Im in a room full of mirrors and light. It feels something really beautiful and soul warming. I rise up. I look the glitter of the lights and they´r reflection from the mirrors. Theyr beautiful light almost blinds me. I look amazed this incredible sight. It makes me feel pure sheer joy. I step forward. I look one of them. It reflects my own image. But in a while the image changes. It twists like the wind. Then I see a image of myself again. But its not the same. I see an image where im in a silk suit and have pockets full of money and a glorious

Watchers 31

See all

Glissa

raido-ehwaz

Hanny-fi

d-e-a-t-h

Atariboy2600

Jeniy

Zelinko

lost-lil-vamp

KemonoLove

bellabarolo

superclowcard

dried-flower

Watching 88

See all

gb2k

IronShrineMaiden

raido-ehwaz

eltonpot

Sangluna

Dadward

Neolucky

Stonegate

nori-mature

Lonzo1

wagnerf

SannyF

Nebelwerfer

punk

NCH85

Collection

Favourites

See all

Deviation Spotlight

Written path by Just-kill-me, literature

Literature

Written path

The big wheel turns. Deception of a simple lie. Lost truths of mankind. A mind fallen to madness. A friendly smile. Death of a butterfly. Hypnotized by lost hope. Small and large things. Spinning together. In the big wheel. A clinch to the sky. Laughing face of the moon. Walking the written path. You dammed me to be ash. You lost me. Oblivion. Friend. The big wheel turns. Loss of a friend. Birth of the unwanted. Joy of a simple laugh. A splash of water of the heart. A mind lost. Blooming of a flower. Genes of legacy. Pawns. In the big wheel.

Written path

Just-kill-me

About Just-kill-me

See all

Artist // Literature

May 27
Finland
Deviant for 20 years
He / Him

Badges

My Bio

Current Residence: Study flat.
Favourite genre of music: Heawy, Trance, Rock.
Operating System: Windows XP
Wallpaper of choice: Anything bloody and dark (The good old emo way yay) ^^
Skin of choice: .................yours?
Favourite cartoon character: Ghost rider, Spawn, Alucard, D, Ninjara from the Turtles
Personal Quote: Once you go emo.....well other relationships seem little bit less bloodyer and pathetic ^^

Favourite Visual Artist

None at the moment. Too jealous to look any kind of art :D

Favourite Movies

Predator, Kill bill, Vampire hunter D:Bloodlust, LOTR, Fight club, Signs, Ghost in the shell, Akira

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Rammstein, Korn, Nightwish, Rob zombie, Dimmu borgir, Rolling stones.

Favourite Writers

Terry Pratchett

Favourite Games

Final fantasy 7, Halo, Morrowind, Kotor, Sam and Max, Sacrifice, Wind waker.

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-box 360, Wii, PC

Tools of the Trade

My right hand.................hmmmm.......

Other Interests

Anime, Manga, Skulls, Being an emo (hey its serious hobby.....it is!) ^^

Posts

See all

Just-kill-me

Nov 11, 2007

Time......holy hell!

0 min read

Jesus! Its almost been a year since if written here. Where the fuck does the time go. I mean really. Its scary. Things from the past seem so distand but so near at the same time. Exspecially when listening music that connects you to a certain event that you miss dearly. I dont know do i love or fucking hate it to the death. Sadly if lost almost every bit of  passion for writing. But considering that 2007 was pure heaven compared to the most fuckin nightmarish year 2006. So i really cant complain at the moment ^^ Just worryed about time. Well anyway i hope everyones doing good. I doubt anyone will reply on this but keep doing what you do and

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Just-kill-me

Dec 19, 2006

And again its here

0 min read

So its cristmas once again. And soon the year shall be over. A thought that brings a smile to my face. Since this has been the most horrible year in my entire life time. So 2007 has to be better. If it isnt.................god. So heres hoping for better tomorrow. And it seems to be ages since if written to DA. I guess my best DA years are behind me. Merry holidays anyway everyone.

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Just-kill-me

Jun 17, 2006

I got in......

0 min read

I got in to the school. So now im going to study how to program games and all kind of crap for three years. And ill have to get my pwn flat. And move six hours away from my home town.......................maybe this time something will change for the better. I hope.

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 161

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Naga26

May 18, 2010

thanks a lot for the .+fav:s

rock-sisow

Feb 25, 2010

This is no joke. It works (from experience).

DO NOT just delete this. DO WHAT IT SAYS!!!! FOR YOUR OWN LOVE LIFE'S SAKE!!!

Read this now or forever hold your peace.

This is not just your ordinary chain letter. Every person you send it to, brings you more good luck.
If you send it to no one, it will cause someone you like to hate you.

If you send it to 1 person, your next relationship will have lots of fun times.

If you send it to 2 people, you will get a secret admirer.

If you send it to 3 people, you'll get a date for the next school dance.

If you send it to 4 people, you'll meet the person of your dreams.

If you send it to 5 people, the guy or girl you met of your dreams will ask for your phone number.

If you send it to 8 people, your next relationship will be everlasting.

If you send it to 13 people, your boyfriend or girlfriend, will become totally faithful to you.

If you send it to 15 people, the person you have been crushing on for a very long time, will ask you out.

If you send it to 18 people, your date for the next dance will ask you out.

If you send it to 20 people, you'll make out with your crush at a party..

If it can do that much sending it to 20 people, imagine what it will do if you send it to more.

The consequences:

If you do not send this letter to anybody, your life will suck! You have 5 days to send this letter to at least 1 person. You can send this to as many people as you want to. I am warning you...do not just delete this letter. It is a new chain letter and we would like it to
get sent around as quick as possible. I refused to send it to many people when I first made it in June of 1995, because I didn't believe it would work. I sent it to 38 people, then I got the best boyfriend that I could ever have.

Romantic, Popular, or Brainy?

WHICH ARE YOU?
PEEPS! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE TEST! GRAB A PIECE OF PAPER AND A PEN AND NUMBER IT 1 - 10!

HERE'S THE TEST!

1. Pick your favorite color out of the following:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Purple

2. Pick your favorite animal out of the following:
Cat
Dog
Fish
Snake
Parrot
Mouse

3. Pick your desired honeymoon spot:
Hawaii
New York
East Africa
Spain
Montana

4. Pick your favorite instrument:
Violin
Piano
Electric Guitar
Drums

5. Pick your favorite soft drink:
Dr. Pepper
Sprite
Coca Cola,
Mountain Dew
Pepsi
6 Name A. Person Of The Opposite Sex...
7. Name A. Person Of The Same Sex...

8. The Time Now...

9. Your Age
10. You don't have to write it down, but make a WISH and then scroll down!

HERE ARE THE ANSWERS!

1. Red - Adventurous
Orange - Fun
Yellow - Sweet
Green - Wacky
Blue - Romantic
Purple - Mysterious

2. Cat - Feminine
Dog - Loving
Fish - Boring
Snake - Boyish
Parrot - Annoying
Mouse - Brainy

3. Hawaii - Romantic
New York - Busy
East Africa - Curious
Spain - Mysterious
Montana - Country Girl/Boy

4. Violin - Intellectual
Piano - Popular
Electric Guitar - Wacky
Drums - Wild

5. Dr. Pepper - Popular
Sprite - Wacky
Coca Cola - Wild
Mountain Dew - Athletic
Pepsi- Fun

6. That person will have a crush on you after you send this!

7. That person will become your enemy if you don't send this!

8. How long you have to send this!

(Ex: 5:15 = 5 hours 15 minutes)

9. How many peeps you have to send this to!

10. That will come true if you do #9 in the amount of time #8 says!

*START SENDING

--
Open your mind.